Figments of Imagination.......

Today....while enjoying the rain of the season....

I saw HER chirping and playing in the rain

I too wanted to get along with her and feel the rain drops

trying to dampen the warmth of her grip......

I too wanted to live the very moment with HER

and feel that closeness with HER......

As I got out in the rain , trying to reach HER

a strong breeze blew away HER scarf and threw it on my face.....

"WOW , thats like some fantacy come true....a fairy tale

a picture perfect moment " , I thought ......

There SHE stood all wet and blushing

hoping that I would reach for HER and

cover HER head with the scarf.......

"Should I go there and cover HER with the scarf

feeling every bit of HER sensuous self

and assuring HER of my soul existence for HER......"

"Or will that be too early for such a step ?

Will that seem weird and

show eagerness on my part (Well ! I am eager , but I don't want HER to know that) ? "

"So what if SHE knows I am eager

at least she would find out that way I feel about HER ", I counter-argued with myself

"Excuse me....sorry.... but that's my scarf...

can I just have it back ?", SHE spoke in HER enchanting voice.

"Ya , sure..

here..take it..I was about to return it..."

As I reluctantly returned the scarf to HER ,

I realized that I had missed yet another chance to get along with HER ....

I watched HER gradually walk away from me ,

as the rain continued to flood my mind with its figments of imagination......

I got my answer......My First Blog

The day I first saw her....I was ecstatic to see my imagination in "REAL"
Watching her captivating smile , all my senses were benumbed ....
I could feel the love in the air
"Hows that possible ? Surely God has sent this angel for me from the Heavens "were my first thoughts......

It was the first day of my college..... when I met this really charming young lady ,
"Should I talk to her ...yes..no..yes..no...."
while I , as usual , was sitting in my dilemma , not sure whether to talk to her or not....someone else took the shot ..."No God please don't take her away from me..it's hardly been a moment and that guy is trying to snatch her away from me.."
"Just do something , so that she doesn't get attracted to him....and I promise I wont let the opportunity slip away from my hand , please God !!!!"

Well , God heard me , that guy couldn't really connect with her and left ."I knew it ..she's not that guy's type....she's just for me....BUT
Will she like me ?
Should I go there and talk to her now?
....No , may be tomorrow....yes that seems the right thing to do....I'll go tomorrow."

That was the day(first day of first year) .....and this is the day (final year)
"THE TOMORROW never arrived......."
Well this is my first blog ....I don't know how to write one.......
But I wrote this blog just to give a vent to my pent-up emotions....
BECAUSE this very day , my friends ,I found out that she doesn't like me either....

"And I finally GOT MY ANSWER" .........and this blog is my answer..........